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[Wednesday
May 6th, 2009
10:01pm] |
it was late at night and all he had on were briefs and suspenders. but, what he said changed my life. he fell in love with me just as easily as his sternum cracks. and just as loudly. he said i was anti-gravity, lifting me up in more than just a physical way. he tried cooking me fancy omellettes, french toast, even grilled some fruit. a la mode. it filled me up, added some weight to me. but despite his efforts, i kept floating on. it was working. a trip to miami made him sway his hips for the first time. shy, but i didn't care. it made him the perfect dancer because he was dancing with me. that night i taught him something new in spanish. i told him "te quiero". i still remember that smile. my favortie nights were the ones where we'd come home to my dark apartment. i wouldn't turn on any lights and i'd run off in the dark. my hiding spots were never well thought out. i have never wanted someone to find me so bad during a game of hide and seek.
to be continued..
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[Monday
April 13th, 2009
12:16am] |
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my easter basket was filled with a break up. it's over with greg, that rotten egg.
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[Tuesday
December 16th, 2008
12:17am] |
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lonely, lonely, that is me.
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2 comments|CMNT
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[Wednesday
December 10th, 2008
10:07pm] |
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"i love you like gene simmons loves really, really short shorts and afros." - my lemon.
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[Friday
December 5th, 2008
12:48am] |
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i thought love was supposed to make you happy...
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[Monday
September 29th, 2008
12:43am] |
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i'm in love. my heart is in his hands; i have an empty cavity that is compensated by the additional weight i have to carry in my own hands.
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1 comment|CMNT
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| cute with chris |
[Sunday
December 30th, 2007
11:56pm] |
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yay! my picture made it on cutewithchris !! i had sent a ridiculous picture of my friend kevin in hopes that it would bring him fame. i think you all should leave him positive feedback...
click here :)
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1 comment|CMNT
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[Tuesday
October 16th, 2007
11:39pm] |
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you'd think someone who'd been to medical school would be able to hear through a stethoscope that somebody was empty inside.
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8 comments|CMNT
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| off white. |
[Sunday
August 12th, 2007
1:31am] |
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the bird and the bee: fucking boyfriend. |
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i'm outlined with brightness; radiating!
but on the inside, i'm darker than expected.
and if you get closer, you'll see right through me.
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[Wednesday
June 6th, 2007
9:10pm] |
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I can't stand feeling nothing. I can't stand standing for nothing, when standing up is all I know.
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| primi |
[Thursday
April 19th, 2007
1:16am] |
i've missed us, the three peas in a pod. karla and i picked up natalie from the airport this morning. we made signs haha. she is down for only 10 days! she finished with her internship in baltimore and just found a job in jersey in atlantic city. so farrrr away. crazy how our lives change. i'm happy though, she's happy up there.
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| 4.16.07 |
[Tuesday
April 17th, 2007
1:11am] |
i just want to know, what is this world coming to?
my prayers are with everyone at virginia tech and their families.
i'm very sad and angry!
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[Friday
March 9th, 2007
2:13am] |
i have a young face, but carry an old soul. move me too fast, witness me slow down. get me to speak, listen to me stutter. dress me in a gown, i'll sit like a lady. change me to sweats, i'll sit like a man. ask me for beauty, i'll answer you ugly. give me pain, i'll hand you my art. ask me what i follow and i will lead you to the sun. blistering and glistening. offer me love, my heart is vacant. blistering and glistening.
everything in time little bird.
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[Sunday
January 14th, 2007
12:17pm] |
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Apparently, America thinks a woman size 2 or smaller has no reason to wear a suit. I spent six hours searching for a suit yesterday, because all the stores barely had a suit in my size since most labels/designers start at a size 4... And when they did have my size, they were either in a shocking color or something my grandma would wear. But at last, I found one and i'm ready for my interview! God, was I frustrated though!
to successful petite women!
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11 comments|CMNT
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| blaaah |
[Friday
January 5th, 2007
4:45pm] |
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today a stranger spent $1,500 from my checking account in a walmart located in a little town in central florida.
all i need now is a hick dubbing my voice and talking about his new plasma tv, cooler, and 6 pack.
HAPPY NEW YEAR to me!
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15 comments|CMNT
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[Sunday
November 26th, 2006
9:43pm] |
waiting for an apology feels longer than waiting for that phone call.
there's so much better.
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[Monday
November 13th, 2006
1:20am] |
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the single tear that rolls down your cheek and slides itself into your mouth.
why does pain taste so good?
the needle of ink that permanently patterns your punctured skin.
why does pain look so good?
the words spoken among a crowd of black and a man lying in his best suit.
why does pain sound so good?
the scent left on your husband's collar as he arrives home from work.
why does pain smell so good?
the amount of times you will poke your bruises.
why does pain feel so good?
because it's what reminds us we are alive.
and in the end, it's the pleasure that we once felt.
it is what we are seeking and what will find us again.
to feel alive.
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